I am rarely sure of what I want.
But right now I know.
I want to be far away.
Far Far away from all this.
Far Far away from you.

Lies. They were all such beautiful lies.
Fed to the willing
Fed to the trusting
Fed to the loving.
How does it feel to know you hurt them
To know they ache from your deceit.
Do you even see what you do?
Do you see that we know,
That we never forget?
Do you realize that
We will haunt you
As you have haunted us?

1. What is your favorite word?
2. What is your least favorite word?
3. What turns you on [creatively, spiritually or emotionally]?
4. What turns you off?
5. What is your favorite curse word?
6. What sound or noise do you love?
7. What sound or noise do you hate?
8. What profession other than your own would you like to attempt?
9. What profession would you not like to do?
10. If Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates?


a little something for us all to think about. Now back to the sexually aggressive Adolescents, woo home work.

Current Mood: thoughtful

Hello,
This is another post just for Jordan, who is sitting right here. he wants a poem in iambic pantameter but I can't. so.. HUGS!! and yay no more class!!

paper=bad

Jordan this one is for you. Just for your "hmph" at my 4 word post I am posting a third time with more then 4 words. Here it goes....

Allo, ...um.... Emerson makes me want to frolic in nature and my class makes me sleepy, my rent a prof over-shared about his health issues that lead to him ending class early.... (sorry Jordon I'm not so good at this hence why i have not updated my xanga since July) I have a new goal of being able to do the splits both ways by the end of the school year, therefor I will be working out with Heather. I should be getting the second season of Grey's Anatomy early next week YAYNESS!!!

Well it is the longest so far... i'll try to get longer next time.

Loves and Hugs,

Me

Current Mood: cold

Yay Emerson. Boo class.

Current Mood: busy

Dear Life,

Please stop kicking me so hard, it is not nice and it hurts my feelings.

Love,
Me

Current Mood: melancholy

home is strange. things are the same yet really differnt, it is hard to pinpoint what it is that is different but i've missed so much. i feel out of place yet right at home.... damn contradictory feelings... i'm just thinking too much. well bed time... my dog is giving my dirty looks.

Current Mood: depressed

ok, if you know that a certain topic will make someone angry and you talk about it anyway you have no right to get huffy when the person gets upset.

Will someone please please make the scary and psycho and mentally disturbed people go away?

i'm currently suffering from a complete lack of motavation. Feel free to come make me study.

Current Mood: busy

ok so while watching gilmore girls i came to the realization that ihave never dated.... relationships yes date no.... i'm not sure how i feel about that. well back to the russian so i don't fail my test tomorrow.

Current Mood: busy

watch goodnight and good luck.... just go rent it or borrow it from someone.

Most truths are so naked that people feel sorry for them and cover them up, at least a little bit.
Edward R. Murrow

lets all let them be naked shall we.

Current Mood: just watch it

so... talking to part of my family again.... it will be a long week i have to pack and talk to the remaining family members that have been problematic. the good news is i no longer work. YAY no more cleaning up stangers messes!!!

Current Mood: distressed

i'm going to be making changes... you'll just have to wait and see.... laughs like a villin after doing something horrible.

Current Mood: hehe